My Summary

it is graduation ceremony today. i expected myself to cry like mad, but i didnt. i tried to hold back my tears.

[i took this part off. it seems too emotional haha..]

concert was cool. i like the teachers dancing the most and Ms chee even *wink wink*. hahaha.. the dance steps were so cute siah.. i video taped it down, but i cant post it cos i have no idea where to get it hosted.

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so what i really didnt expect out of myself was that i actually will miss this sch. when i was in sec 1, the first day of sch, i thought i entered hell. it was really a very different environment. 6 years being in a all girls school and now, i am in a mix school. but that wasnt a big issue. i didnt like the atmosphere of the school. Rowdiness, gangsterism, weird teachers, all i thought of this school then was all negative, including the uniform.

but now, it's really contrary to what i thought of this school at first. the teachers i meet in upper secondary are kinda great and those teachers whom i thought were weird are really nice people. and who cares about rowdiness and gangsterism anymore? i dont care, seriously. i think i love a little bit of rowdiness cause it's good for the health. hah.

4B, you all rocked my world this year. i dare to say it's the most united class i have ever been in. we DID all those boo-ing, jeering, repeating what teachers said and the spastic clap together, so united. our class, have some of the lamest and moronic boys who bring life to it, of which i am going to miss- the crappiest jokes you will nv think of but they managed to. so anyway, 4B stayed back till quite late to take photos and we had a game of captain's ball. it's our last game before Os. sigh. i really do hope we have gathering every once in a year after we go on to our next phrase of our lives.

the next thing, is choir. i really love the times when we had to learn new songs through sectional and when Ms Khor did the combine, we totally lost it. we laughed it off, but we worked hard in trying to make the songs work out when combining with other sections. i love the way sometimes Ms Khor scared the freak out of us when she wants to audition us. you see all the worried and petrified faces and that includes me. the favourite phrase always comes out ''die le lah... I very scared Ms Khor will scold me for blah blah blah...'' haha. it's funny if u think back. it's great joining choir as it really gave me much exposure than anything i have done. standing on stage singing, SYFs, outdoor concert, recording in studio. improving the way i sing is definitely the coolest.

so anyway, this is probably the gist of my sec sch life. it's being a great 4 years. good things often outweigh the bad things so always look on the bright side. Goodbye for now, miss y'all.

BLAH

it's quite long since i updated... O levels is coming; that has been the thing behind my mind ALL the time. it irritates me. RAH. i really wish O levl would come and go just like ''snap!'' but then again, i dont want it to happen so fast. because i am not fully prepared. i want to be 100% confident when i walk into the exam hall and come out with the feeling i can reach my expection. it's easier to be said than done. really. esp when it comes to studies. ARGH!

i think i am born into the wrong country. u cant really do much in Singapore except studying when u are a teen. unlike in USA[i hate to mention but still...] u can really drop out of college but still earn big bucks with your talent. in Singapore, sad to say, it's like a thing that will NEVER EVER EVER EVER happen. because Singapore is so SMALL even Lake Toba is larger than us by 6 times![information provided by Eunice who is going to abandon 4B next week because she is taking the study leave! haha] by the way, if u wonder what is Lake Toba, it is a crater lake[volcanic feature/landform] in Indonesia.

today something really pissed me off. i think u should know who u are if u have enough EQ. Bitch! i really hate your attitude. you dont think you are that great in judging me do you? i abso-fucking-lutely[orangeous] doubt so with my dead body, bitch. i seriously do hope that i can NAME you here, but i choose not to. oh and by the way, maybe you should stop USING people when your best friend ain't around alright? that's so immoral and SO fake and SO hypocritcal.

i feel so much better bitching about you here now. seriously if i were name you, i will feel even more SHIOK! but dont want lah, must give that person some face lah hor? zhuo ren bu yao tai jue... heh

some shit that i found

Combatant killed by American troops

It's a Living Nightmare; Our World

It has happened once and again. Terrorist bombed Bali for the 2nd time. it's quite saddening to hear the news and see how humanity is turning against one and another. the terrorists, according to mr ng, are actually targeting the Australians due to an incident that happened in 1997. As Bali is a favourite hang out for Australians, that's why the Indonesian terrorists are targeting it. However, i am really questioning the actual motive of these terrorists activities nowadays. It seems like they just want to create terror in this world, making this home of ours for many centuries a living hell, a living nightmare. Is there really no way of making peace exist in home of ours?

Ever since the incident of 9/11, the world has become a place of uncertainty. You dont know when or where will another terrorist activity of this sort will take place, whether will it happen to you. As you can see for our national security, many posters have been put up to tell the public to be alert of any unattended packages or item. In my opinion, it's like being very paranoid , but seriously do we have a choice if we want to keep Singapore a safe country, no we dont. Therefore it is necessary that the public is aware of their surrounding and report whatever goddamn suspicious item to the authorities. It's everyone's responsibility to fight against the terrorism.

Oh by the way, this reminds me of something- biological warfare. ''Hot'' stuff yea?. You know what I mean when I say that if you have participated in the In-Place Protection exercise. So what's the big fat deal about it? I guess this is another precaution for us as terrorist might use this technique to further terrorize our homeland. That's why, i think it was last week, we had this IPP. It teaches us how to protect ourselves from toxic gas that is released, of which i think is part of the plan in fighting against terrorism.

What a drastic measure taken. We LITERALLY SEAL ourselves in our classrooms so as to prevent the toxic gas from getting in our lungs and thus killing us. hah. Yes, we use plastic bags and masking tapes to seal the windows and the gaps in between our doors and even the key hole was not neglected. We made a joke about the keyhole. Tim suggested using our thumbs to seal the keyhole, but i added on saying that the next thing u know when u remove your thumb, you would see a keyhole's shape ''printed'' on your thumb black. haha. lame shit. yea and maybe that part of the skin might drop off if you touch it slighty. piah on the floor. what a ''beautiful'' scene.

I hate chokers

That phrase is by Donald Trump. Yes, i caught The Apprentice just now. i find that phrase funny. i hate chokers.

anyway, i am sick so i guess i am not heading for sch tmr. dont ask me to sleep early cos i had this very long nap like 4 hrs in the afternoon. i didnt study geog so i have to now. but i just want to blog, so i am stealing of my studying time to do so.

just today, i discovered a video. ''Lesbians Are Hot''. it is found in this blog: Fannyowemoney. You might want to download it here straight away tho. Here you go! : http://www.orangeous.org/personal/KARINVANESSA.wmv it is hosted by orangeous, so it explains why the address.